May 22, 2025

EDIT 8:12 PM: I have 0 recollection of writing the blog post that was here initially, and decided to delete all of it. Honestly, it is a bunch of insane, manic rambling and not much else. Very little to do with the actual game that I'm working on.

May 27, 2025

Have updated this to be a more general purpose blog rather than a specific devlog for the game jam I am working on currently. I've found significant difficulty in staying on topic, so this is mostly an update out of necessity.

In truth there isn't even much to update with regards to the game. Jeb and I have been working on all the graphic assets for it for the past few days. The unfortunate reality is: I may be too sick to do things like this, and by this, I mean anything that requires a deadline.

Whatever is wrong with me, it seems to be getting worse. My short term memory has reached a new threshold of fucked. It's getting harder and harder to think, you know? I'm becoming slow.

Not really sure if there's a point to this post other than to correct the ledger. The last post I wrote scared me. When I read that post days later it felt like I was reading someone elses writing.

I don't like writing this post. I feel like a fucking failure, to myself and to God. I know He wouldn't ever think of me in that way, but I don't know what else to feel.

In other news: I can't stop listening to this song.